Creating an Observer to Keep Watch
How would you like to improve your conscious relationship with your
inner observer? Have it help you keep track of what your deeper, inner mind is up to? The
major objective of these experiments is to enhance your ability to perceive your own
thread of awareness. It will help if your observer self is set to monitor your inner
reactions to the experiments. And perhaps even guide you through them.
Observers
The
Observer is an integral part of the
4-phase
process generating the Thread of Awareness
in Chaos.
We each have our own observer and this facet of our becoming has
derivatives within the multiple personas in our web of communications.
Usually, we set these up in early childhood. By the time we get old
enough to think about who and what we are, they are quietly part of us. There is a little
child in you (still) that behaves like a 4 year old from time to time when somebody pushes
your buttons. That child is likely to emerge the minute something wondrous happens. It is,
in fact, right there waiting for something wondrous to happen right now. We add to these
personas unconsciously, when we need to. Marriage will create still another persona as
will being a parent or a professional.
There are also a host of other roles you assume for special
occasions. When these are in command, they are really in command and are "you." No point in giving them names, like Ego and Id, higher self, and all that. There are as
many or as few as you decide you need.
Most of us are also inhabited by beings that are not of our own
making, but are creations of populations of people acting in concert.
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Guardians of Light and Multi Dimensional Beings are a favorite of new
agers.
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Jesus is hugely popular, more traditional person many people invite
into their communication web.
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Totems, normally animal spirits, that inhabit them (invited or not)
are common inhabitants of Aborigines, Maori, Solomon Islanders, Vanuatuans, and American
Indians.
These beings and spirits play important roles in the communication
webs of the people who adopt them. They are real concepts and have true substance within
human communication webs. Usually, these beings are guardians of one sort or another,
although destructive ones are about equal in number (for symmetrical reasons).
Chances are you already have a guardian being of some sort as they
normally inhabit us in early in life. So when adding in another entity it has to be
compatible with existing ones.
The role of your New Observer
The observer will monitor whatever you tell it to monitor. In the
all of the exercises of the Thread of Awareness Web you need to do more than one thing, mentally, at the same
time.
One of the elements of this mental balancing act is to keep track of
how you feel, what is happening inside, how your mind is responding, to the exercises. To
sit aside and simply observe without judgement, without emotion, just watching quietly
from the sidelines.
You may already have such a being and may have noticed it during
times of stress - when suddenly you were apart from the action, simply watching what was
going on as if it was not really happening to you. In that case, giving it a sharper
identity will improve your ability to access and use your observer.
Actually, all you need to do is open up your
senses and discover the observer within. It's up to you. You can either open up your
senses and discover the observer within or sit down and design one to suit your needs and
simply program it in. Either way will work just fine and you
might as well do both.
The observer does not take sides. All the many different parts of
your mixed up being can rely on the observer as an impartial witness - not as a judge or
jury or commentator or supporter or victim.
Creating the new Observer.
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The Observer you put in place is part of YOU, not a
higher guardian that has a separate reality, but a part of your own mind, set aside to
improve your ability to communicate with the larger webs of communications - including any
community based guardians you might be attached to.
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Decide on a name for
the observer. (Mine is simply the observer, but you can be as creative as
you like).
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Decorate your observer with an image
(whatever you like it to be, from a crystal to a being of pink light to a robot or an
angel or a leprechaun). I hasten to add that whatever image you give the Observer is not
meaningless, so be damned careful it will be something you are not going to want to change
later. You can - I mean it is possible - sometimes to get rid of these characters once
installed but don't count on it.
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Make a list of characteristics
it should adhere to (do this interactively, asking the observer to give you suggestions -
as in a friendly interview with the being you are defining). You get to edit these
characteristics, however. The observer works for you. Make sure, as in the exercise on
self programming, the characteristics are all positive, good words. (No negative words
like don't, not, no, bad, argue, anger). Check the list carefully to be SURE the words are
positive.
This list is the observer's terms of reference. You can add to the list
but it will be hard to delete any items so be careful what you ask it to do.
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Read the terms of reference aloud, thinking about each one deeply. Do this for a minimum of three days, three times a
day (early morning when you first wake up, some time during the day, and at night just
before going to sleep) . When you read, think of yourself reading the list to the
observer, who is sitting with you. You might want to read the list where you can
look up and into a mirror as if you were reading the list to being who is looking out of
the eyes in the mirror.
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For the next three days, when you pick up the list
and look at it, let the observer read the list back to you, mentally. Visualize this
as clearly as you can. The newly formed observer will be repeating its terms of reference
from the list comes right into your mind, without sound, an internal communication. Listen
carefully for any errors or hesitations. If there is a problem, think about why the
observer might want to vary the terms of reference.
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On the seventh day, begin letting the observer provide you
with information on your other exercises, especially outdoors. When this process
works well, the observer will seem like another being. Non judgmental, extremely wise,
providing you with information you probably would never have noticed with your normal
conscious mind.
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When the observer does a good job, be
joyful and appreciative. The observer enjoys the reward of appreciation.
Myself, I hold my observer self in positive awe.
If you are blessed with an active imagination you can probably
manage to actually see and speak with the observer (like you can talk
to the child within via any mirror). Hey, don't hesitate, your inner beings are your
creative assets.
It is a good idea, however, to be absolutely sure you realize they
are all you and that one of you is more or less in charge. Or, if you don't like
authority, read up on being a facilitator and make yourself (I mean the one who is the
most mature of the bunch) the facilitator for the rest.
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